Good-bye 2009~

End of the year, is in front of us. Tomorrow, should have a new starting. Everything that unhappy, upset, just let it go. We can't regret what we had did in this year, but we can remember. It could be a reminder in our future, to remind us do not do anything that will make us regret. A year is passing, another is coming~ everyday, every second, there are not allowed regret to happen...

family and friends~

My little bro always made trouble for us, even he did so much things that hurt us, but we forgave him still. Until now, i only know that, he very disappointed to us. What a funny word that he used, "disappoint" to describe the feel that for his family members, all is just because we don't supported his dream~

Why? Maybe we should, but we couldn't, because his dream is to become a scientist. We are not rich family, how can we afford to support his dream?? On his view, he thought that we destroyed his dream. But what is the truth? Is it when we support him, he can fulfill his dream? He is a smart boy actually, but he never put in afford on his study, how can he success? I don’t know.

He always said that, "my friends say..." or "my friends told me...". He trusted his friends so much, even more than us, his family. It's so funny when a person said about it, and it made me hurt so much~ That is my little bro, he is the one that we all love so much, but he never appreciate what he had before and now.

What only i can say is he become like that, is our fault. Because we pampered him, let him to do what he want. How can we offset our fault? I don't know.

冷清的冬至~~

昨天是冬至, 向来都不下厨的我, 为了应节而准备要煮汤圆~ 虽然我不下厨, 可是也不代表我不会啦~ 所以, 就这样开始准备糖水, 和前几天买的"即食汤圆"~ 他问我为什么不自己搓, 而我的答案当然和我不下厨的原因是一样的咯~ 当糖水煮好后, 调了味, 就是时候把所有的汤圆丢进锅里, 最后盖上盖子, 把火转到最小, 然后回房间等着吃~ 结果, 忘了过了多久, 我听见房门外有人喊:"欣颖啊! 你的汤圆完蛋了啦!!!" ⊙ o ⊙啊！！ 煮过头的汤圆，全部涨得不像话了，我的汤圆~~ 就这样没了。。。呜呜呜呜~~

冬至是大日子，远在他乡的我，突然很想家~ 而老妈告诉我，今年家里没有过节，我很惊讶~ 往年就算没有煮大餐，至少也会搓汤圆（因为要拜拜）~ 但是今年，老妈什么都没有做。。。为什么？ 两个老哥都在新加坡，我也不在家, 家里也就只剩下两位老人家和我那老是找碴的老弟。。 不要说煮大餐，就连普通的家常便饭，煮了都怕吃不完~ 更何况是搓汤圆？ 听到老妈这么说，突然有一种觉得自己很不孝的感觉~ 无奈，如果离家这么久了的我，还要常常回家~ 我不觉得这是老爸老妈想看到的~

人，总是要学会长大~ 过于依赖只会让父母对我们更放心不下。。。那以后又怎么能够长大呢？