new monitor again~

The first Saturday of 2010, i got my new monitor again~ Why again? because of him. He want to buy a monitor to put in his shop~ so, the one that he buy for me last month, he take back and put at his shop. So, i need another monitor~ So, i got a new one~ bigger, nicer, but the price higher~ :p Even the price is higher, but is i pay for myself~ the previous one is paid by him, so now i pay for the new one and i become it's master~haha~

Even though i don't think i will us it for a long long time, because i might want to change desktop to laptop. So, i think it will belong to him finally. Second hand desktop is not so easy to sell it out, so sell to him is better. I think at that time, i can sell with a higher price also. lol~ It is not because of our relationship, is because of the quality of the accessories. Really, all of it is high quality and some more the monitor is 20' samsung~

Anyway, if i got money to buy a new laptop or netbook for myself, i don't think i will care about how much i sell the pc. By the way, i hope i can buy myself rather than buy from my dearest bro.

Evil coming~ it called "stress"...

Exam is coming around the corner, what i facing is stress, stress, and again, stress. What i mean again? This is no longer the 1st time i having exam; So, again, i facing stress. Even i should be used to it, but it is not so easy to be used. There might got lots of things that we can be used to easily; exam, for me, NO, absolutely.

Evil, is the name that i giving to describe stress. It make me like a crazy, during the specific season, especially exam. It's not only mentally influence, physically also. Once again, i will be a crazy, having super bad temper, and very easy to feel sadness. Really, sometimes angry like a mad woman, sometimes crying non-stop.

Nothing can cure when such things happen. Even the one who close to me very much, still, no solutions at all. Myself? I don't know. Any else? Don't tell me that GOD can help me, I won't believe. Because i know, GOD is only will let you know why is it happen, HE or SHE won't give you the solution, our own are the only one to figure out the solution.

I hope i can, really.

~十月围城~

这是我在2010年看的第一部电影，故事内容讲述孙中山为了革命起义，许多无辜的生命为他牺牲...小孩没了爸爸，爸爸没了儿子，女人没了丈夫等等~ 就为了孙中山。要是没有孙中山这个人，这个世界会是什么样子？没有孙中山，现在的男人，是不是都还在绑辫子？没有孙中山，没有民主，现在的世界，我们会在哪里？

为了国家而牺牲，似乎听起来很伟大。但是，在他们牺牲之后，他们的家人怎么办？虽然人家都说，‘国家’‘国家’，有‘国’才有‘家’。但是，为了‘国’而牺牲‘家’，那么‘国’没有了‘家’，还算是‘国家’吗？难道没有了国，家就没了吗？人有在，家又怎么会没了呢？我不明白~

Welcome 2010~

Evan Yo's song, "ji mo hao le" came out from the radio when i saw fireworks in KL while sitting in the car and on my way back home~ It is a bit weird when u listen sad song to welcoming 2010~ haha...

2009, now it become a history in our memory~ Even there were a lot of unhappy or upset, we should let it be. How about those happy memory? just keep in mind, and remind us to be happy in the future.

New year, new starting, new life maybe... For me, 2010, is my 20th year in my whole life. 19 years had past... Am i wasted any moment? I think so~ And i think is not only me, is most of the human being in this world.

Anyway, again, goodbye 2009~ welcome 2010... Hopefully it will be a wonderful year for me~