He is going to meet my parents today. Erm, i am very very nervous. But, he is excited. He said, now i meet your parents, and your brothers, it means after few years, we can get married. That is what he told me yesterday, and i said, i need to consider whether want to married to you or not. Haha. Maybe for him, marriage is the final stage between two of us; but for me, it's still a dream. I know what he want, and what he waiting for. But what i can do in currently is, keeping the best condition among our relationship. That's all. The rest, just let it come in nature.
Recall back to the memory last year, it's sweet, sour, and even bitter. We have experienced a lot of things, arguing, sharing, fighting, playing and blablabla... We have shared our past to each other when we just start to be together; we have argued during Christmas night; we had fight and play all the time. Everything is memorable to us. Even we argued lots of times, but he will be the one who explain everything and tell me, "understand? don't cry anymore ar, keep crying will be ugly ya..." That's why, we will be peace right after the argument.
Actually i told myself, I am going to leave him, in the future. Because i know, my temper is poor. I can stand his temper only for temporary, but not permanent. Of course, there are always a lot of possibility in the world. IF, he can treat me very nice; IF, he won't never make me angry; IF, we can always be peace right after argue; i will not consider that leaving him in my future.
Lastly, happy anniversary to him, and to me as well...
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